Oh, Jeni. I feel your pain. My first was all tangled up in his umbilical cord and I would push him out and he would slide back up as soon as the contraction was finished. I started pushing at 12:00 (And it was a fast labor up until that point!), he was born at 5:30. He is now seven and I still remember those as the most torturous 5 hours of my life.
The recovery will take awhile. It’s not the traditional 6 weeks when you’ve had that kind of pelvic floor trauma. Be patient. Take care of yourself. And enjoy your baby boy.
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