{"id":3082,"date":"2009-10-22T11:50:42","date_gmt":"2009-10-22T15:50:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/?p=3082"},"modified":"2009-10-22T11:50:42","modified_gmt":"2009-10-22T15:50:42","slug":"ive-seen-god","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/2009\/10\/22\/ive-seen-god\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;ve seen God&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This is the soundtrack. <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/10\/Cover-285x500.jpg\" alt=\"Cover\" title=\"Cover\" width=\"285\" height=\"500\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-3085\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/10\/Cover-285x500.jpg 285w, https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/10\/Cover.jpg 311w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 285px) 100vw, 285px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Ah, Matthew Berube. Intelligent, erudite, eloquent. Definitely witty. Wonderful penmanship and wonderful taste in music. And heck, pretty dang cute and a snappy dresser, to boot. I was so enamored of him when I first met him, and was shocked when he was interested in dating me. We dated, but I don&#8217;t think it ever really counted. He was in college, I was in high school, and he was away a lot. And then it turns out I didn&#8217;t know him at all. He had some crazy life in college that I couldn&#8217;t understand. I remember that there was some girl he was in love with who raked him over the coals. He didn&#8217;t have any shred of emotion left to feel bad for having had that experience at the same time as he was supposed to be dating me. And I remember that he got fired from his job as a gravedigger. I think he thought that was the nadir of his life. I hope he was right about that. <\/p>\n<p>Then, we reconnected when I was in college. He helped me do some research on <a href=\"http:\/\/www.possiblefilms.com\/\">Hal Hartley<\/a> for a film paper. Who am I kidding, he did <i>all<\/i> the research for me. I wrote a paper and got an A minus (and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/?s=hartley\">fell hard for Hartley<\/a>&#8216;s movies, too). Then I sent a copy of the paper to Hartley&#8217;s studio. Hal made several notations on the paper and sent it back to me, congratulating me on a job well done. Heh. I still have that as a souvenir.<\/p>\n<p>I always liked Matt, but in some ways felt he was out of my league. In other ways, I felt it was the other way around. It was like it was fated never to be. <\/p>\n<p>Then he went off to Korea to teach English. I figured he would be happy there. I thought he would fit better as an ex-pat over there than a regular Joe over here. And I thought he&#8217;d find a nice Korean wife to settle down with. I hope he&#8217;s happy. <\/p>\n<p>And then the other day I gave myself an assignment &#8211; to listen to all my mix tapes before finally tossing them. This was the first one I pulled out of the case. The first tape Matt made for me. I still have all his old letters (note: if you <em>ever<\/em> wrote me a letter, chances are I still have it). How can I throw this tape away?<\/p>\n<p>Side A: Moist Songs<br \/>\nSide B: &#8220;Louder than Brahms&#8221;<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/10\/Songs-367x500.jpg\" alt=\"Songs\" title=\"Songs\" width=\"367\" height=\"500\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-3084\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/10\/Songs-367x500.jpg 367w, https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/10\/Songs.jpg 494w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 367px) 100vw, 367px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is the soundtrack. Ah, Matthew Berube. Intelligent, erudite, eloquent. Definitely witty. Wonderful penmanship and wonderful taste in music. And heck, pretty dang cute and a snappy dresser, to boot. I was so enamored of him when I first met him, and was shocked when he was interested in dating me. We dated, but I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3082","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3082","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3082"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3082\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3093,"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3082\/revisions\/3093"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3082"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3082"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iheartdavids.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3082"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}